Today is a very sad day for me. I lost my beautiful daughter at 19.2 weeks. She was beautiful in every way. Every year I go through a morning process. It starts on the 7th of Feb. We found out she was gone. I had her on the 8th. I remember every part of the day. I remember every second of the day. Every ache of my heart. I remember crying so hard. Devastation. I wish she could have been here with us. I look at my children and I wonder what she would have been like. Would she have had my personality and look like my hubby like the other 2 children.
Missing my angel today...
Tuesday, February 08, 2011
Monday, February 07, 2011
Its been over a year.
I don't think anyone comes here anymore but I was thinking about it and I might just start writing again. So here sums up my year.
It sucked!!
I was out of work the first part of the year due to fainting in November of 09. I got to go back to work in June of 10! Yea! Hayley who is now 2 years old blew up our house with the toilet and we spent 45 days living in a motel. It was ok and we survived!! I fainted again in Sept. at work. I didn't tell a soul. I knew it would take my job from me!! Coupld of days later We went of vacation to England for my brother in laws wedding. It was my first time there. I can't say enough about it! I loved it!!! (Pictures to follow) Anyway, I went back to work when I got back. One week after we got back I had a mild heart attack. I am ok now. Not smoking that is for sure! Anyway, I fainted again after the heart attack so I decided it was time to fess up. So Now I am unemployed. That about sums up 2010. It was a horrible year for us.
We are getting ready to move!! Yikes haven't done that in 11 years. Should be interesting. We are moving closer to town to save money on gas and everything else!! So as promised here are some pictures of 2010.
It sucked!!
I was out of work the first part of the year due to fainting in November of 09. I got to go back to work in June of 10! Yea! Hayley who is now 2 years old blew up our house with the toilet and we spent 45 days living in a motel. It was ok and we survived!! I fainted again in Sept. at work. I didn't tell a soul. I knew it would take my job from me!! Coupld of days later We went of vacation to England for my brother in laws wedding. It was my first time there. I can't say enough about it! I loved it!!! (Pictures to follow) Anyway, I went back to work when I got back. One week after we got back I had a mild heart attack. I am ok now. Not smoking that is for sure! Anyway, I fainted again after the heart attack so I decided it was time to fess up. So Now I am unemployed. That about sums up 2010. It was a horrible year for us.
We are getting ready to move!! Yikes haven't done that in 11 years. Should be interesting. We are moving closer to town to save money on gas and everything else!! So as promised here are some pictures of 2010.
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