Wednesday, May 18, 2016

My mother has cancer

Last November my mother had blood in her urine. She went to the ER thinking she had a kidney stone. She had a 7cm tumor on her kidney. In Feb they removed the kidney. Everything looked great. 2 months later we are seeing cancer in her lungs and abdomen. I am crushed. You think you have so much time with someone but you don't. Today was her 73 birthday. This maybe her last birthday with us. There is not cure for her cancer. She is going to try an oral drug to see if it will slow or prolong her life but it doesn't look good. I am sad and don't know where to turn.

Friday, February 07, 2014

9 years ago today

9 years ago today, was the worst day of my life. I found out that beautiful little miracle baby Lorna was gone. This is the day I lost you. Tomorrow is the day I finally got to see you. Happy Angel birthday Lorna. You are still very much loved and very much missed. I still cry over you. I still think of you and what my life would be like with you. Even at 19 weeks we could see you would have been beautiful. You are so missed.

Monday, February 03, 2014

Snow again

I am really hating this winter! It is keeping me out of school! I want to be done with school. I wish I could just soak all the information in and be ready to be a nurse. Anyway, we (kids and I) missed school today because of snow. My two kids fight so bad and when we are stuck inside it is even worse! Praying for my sanity! LOL

Wednesday, January 29, 2014


Because of the snow storm last week and the bitter cold weather, my kids school and mine were closed all week long!! My school finally got to start on Monday! The kids school was cancelled yesterday because of the cold weather and they had a two hour delay today. My school was open. I like my classes. I have two classes and a clinical class this semester. I hope I do well and pass easily this semester. I will be busy! I hope I can come here and de-stress LOL. I got to take a quiz now! :)

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Hayley got sick!

She was sick yesterday. I do hope that no one else gets sick. Since the snow we haven't had school Tues, Wed and it is cancelled for tomorrow so I guess if you are going to be sick this is the time. My school was suppose to start on tues LOL

Monday, January 20, 2014


Yes I am 3 hours early but I love my baby boy! It is calling for snow tomorrow so he will probably get a day off from school.