9 years ago today

9 years ago today, was the worst day of my life. I found out that beautiful little miracle baby Lorna was gone. This is the day I lost you. Tomorrow is the day I finally got to see you. Happy Angel birthday Lorna. You are still very much loved and very much missed. I still cry over you. I still think of you and what my life would be like with you. Even at 19 weeks we could see you would have been beautiful. You are so missed.

Snow again

I am really hating this winter! It is keeping me out of school! I want to be done with school. I wish I could just soak all the information in and be ready to be a nurse. Anyway, we (kids and I) missed school today because of snow. My two kids fight so bad and when we are stuck inside it is even worse! Praying for my sanity! LOL

School!

Because of the snow storm last week and the bitter cold weather, my kids school and mine were closed all week long!! My school finally got to start on Monday! The kids school was cancelled yesterday because of the cold weather and they had a two hour delay today. My school was open. I like my classes. I have two classes and a clinical class this semester. I hope I do well and pass easily this semester. I will be busy! I hope I can come here and de-stress LOL. I got to take a quiz now! :)

Hayley got sick!

She was sick yesterday. I do hope that no one else gets sick. Since the snow we haven't had school Tues, Wed and it is cancelled for tomorrow so I guess if you are going to be sick this is the time. My school was suppose to start on tues LOL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHTON!!

Yes I am 3 hours early but I love my baby boy! It is calling for snow tomorrow so he will probably get a day off from school.

Ashton is sick :(

I hate when any of my children get sick. I hate it even more when they are vomiting. I know it is just a matter of time before this virus gets into everyone! I do hope if I am going to get it, I get it soon! I start back to school on Tues. and missing any class is horrible. Ashton now is asking for some medicine. I wish I could make him feel better.

Ashton plays soccer

He just started to play soccer this past fall. He is now playing indoor soccer. Last week his team won but today they lost. He loves to play sports. He is very good at soccer but baseball is where his talent is.

New template

With the new template for blogger, I am not sure how to post the link to Lorna's photos. I am just going to put it here for the time. http://www.slideroll.com/show.php?s=93phcceb

Passed!

I knew I would pass my drug calculations test but I have fear in the back of my head lol. I got an 88. I have to enjoy my last 3 days off before its back to the grind of school.

Back to school on Tuesday!

I have to go to school today to take a test! Yes I have to do this each semester while in the nursing program. They have to make sure that I can do drug calculations. They want to make sure that we don't forget how to do them! I think it is funny because there are drug calculations on each of our tests! OH WELL, wish me luck!

My babies. Look how big they are!

So Much has happened in my life where do I begin..

I guess I will start with Ashton will be 8 years old on Tues. It is amazing. He had some trouble in school so I held him back in first grade. Hayley is now 5 years old!! She is in Kindergarten. She is doing wonderful. They fight like cats and dogs!! I get mad at them yes and I do my best to remind myself that Carl and I never thought we would have children that would fight. Lorna in Feb will have her 9th angel birthday. I can't believe that. It still feels like yesterday. For me, I had to quit truck driving in 2010. I had a fainting episode in 2009 and after all test and I get the go ahead to drive I had a heart attack at the age of 39. It was "mild" and I didn't do much damage to my heart but I had had 2 more fainting episodes after it so no more driving for me. I went back to school in 2011 and I am currently in school for nursing. I am sure no one comes here anymore and I don't have much time with all my studies to make a promise that I am going to come and write posts cause it just won't happen. I am just hoping it won't be 3 years before I do another update. :)