Going back to work after the miscarriage

I didn't think that it would be so tough to go back to work after the miscarriage. Today was suppose to be my first day back. I totally flipped out in the car. My husband was shocked and so was I. I really didn't think that I was going to be so scared about seeing everybody. I was shaking and crying hysterically. I just had a total melt down. My husband is so great to me. He even called work to let them know what had happened. I really do love him.