Nerves Nerves Nerves!!

That about sums up an update from me!! I could leave it at that and leave you gals hanging but I won't! I am 17 weeks and 4 days now. Friday is my level 2 u/s. I am soooooooo nervous about this. I can't believe how nervous I actually am. I am nervous that their maybe something wrong. I really don't have reason to worry do I?? I mean the egg and sperm looked good to the Dr before they put them in. I am just really worried that there might be.

My appt on Friday puts me at 18 weeks. I had the level 2 done with Lorna at 17.6. Everything was fine with her. She had a little bit of fluid on her kidney but everything looked normal. 10 days later she was gone. I am approaching my loss date (weeks wise) and this has increased my NERVES!! I know this I just can't seem to get over it!!!!!!!!!

Look what Carl brought home for me!

When Carl got off from work on Wednesday, he stopped in at the flower shop and picked me up these flowers!! I love flowers! I said what a loving thing to do for no reason. He said "The reason is that I love you" What a wonderful thing he did! With the pregnancy hormones, I about cried!

Here is my Kitty Symon!!

Not much to update on so I though I would post another picture of another one of my cats!! You know I have 8 of them!! Symon is the typical siamese cat! He hates everyone in the whole world except me! This also includes all of the other cats in the house. If there is fighting among the cats, he is involved!

OMG!! Its a close-up!!!!

Ok I am starting to feel huge. I don't really look any different then I did before!!

My 15.2 week belly!!

Ok since I posted it on PW. I thought I might as well go ahead and let the rest of you see!

Another appt down!

Today's appointment was not with my regular OB DR. She is high risk and is out on vacation this week. I really didn't think they got one!! LOL Anyway I saw the DR that delivered Lorna. It was nice to see him on a better note then last time. He didn't do a peek in with the ultrasound machine! My OB would have. So sad, I don't have any photos to post! Anyway the appt. went well. Heard the heart beat with the doppler. We have one at home and we listen EVERY day!

I am still amazed that there is another bean growing there. I really felt like after we lost Lorna that there would never be another chance. I am so grateful that there is one. Goes to show, I guess, that if you want something badly enough you will continue to try. Thank God for second chances.

Also, last Monday was our 12th wedding anniversary. We didn't do anything special. Just went out to eat last Sunday. We didn't even exchange cards or anything at all. So it was uneventful evening together. It is sometimes the best evenings in the world when you do nothing at all!

Meet my Cat Steve

I am YoYo's and Ben's brother! Can you believe that? I am certain that I don't have the same father! I am the alpha cat and I like to make sure that it stays that way. I beat everyone in the house up just so they know!

Meet my cat Ben!!

As you maybe able to tell, I am YoYo's brother. Mom and Dad had a very hard time telling us apart when we were kittens. I love to be annoying. I just want to be loved and it doesn't matter where or when I demand attention. I expect to get it!!

Just a quick update

Yes I am back from vacation!! It is really nice to be home! Believe it or not? I was so tired that I think that I slept almost for 2 days straight. I had a really good time. It was great to take my god daughter with us as well. We had so much fun.

Our car that qualified for Akron Oh race didn't get to race but one time. It is single elimination. IT was ok though she had a good time as did everyone there. She even got her picture in the local newspaper for getting ready to race. I wish I could post the picture but I am afraid that is some copyright infringement. Does anyone know?

When we went to Saginaw MI. It was 3 days to try to qualify for the race. Unfortunately none of our cars did. My god daughter did win 1 heat but she needed to win 2 to qualify. Doesn't matter though we had fun and that is ALL that matters.